About to love you...

I have someone who I love...
But I also have you, the one who I don't ever think to love...

And the fact is, you are the one who usually stay around me...

Sometimes, I think this is ridiculous...
Cause this is not normal...
But sometimes, it seems like normal...

Sometimes, I'm afraid of facing you...
I'm afraid of looking into your eyes...
I'm afraid of touching you...
I'm afraid of holding your hand...
I'm afraid of having "earth quake' inside my heart...
And I'm afraid of being in love with you...

What should I do???
Do I have to let that happened???
Or do I have to pretend like there's nothing happened???
But if I let that happened, what will happened to the one who I love???

This is kind of dilemma for me...
But I don't want you to know that I'm about to love you...
Before I know that you feel the same too...