Lucky, I'm in Love with my Best friend...

Do you hear me talking to you???

Across the water, across the deep blue ocean...

Under the open sky...

Oh my baby I'm trying...

Boy I hear you in my dreams...

I feel your whisper across the sea...

I keep you with me in my heart...

You make it easier when life gets hard...

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend...

Lucky to have been where we have been...

Lucky to be coming home again...

They don't know how long it takes...

Waiting for love like this...

Every time we say goodbye...

I wish we had one more kiss...

I'll wait for you, I promise you, I will...

And so I'm sailing through the sea...

To an island where we'll meet...

You'll hear the music, feel the air...

I'll put a flower in your hair...

Though the breezes through the trees...

Move so pretty, You're all I see...

As the world keeps spinning around...

You hold me right here, right now...

Proud to be Me...

I am who I was...
I am who I am...
I am who I wanna be...

Whoever they are...
Whatever they are...
How beautiful they are...
How rich they are...
How smart they are...

I don't want to be them...
I don't want to be as beautiful, as rich or as smart as they are...
I just want to be me...
Which is more beautiful, more rich or smarter than them in my eyes...
Because nobody can be me...
That's why I'm proud of my self...
Proud to be me...

No need to be jealous with the goodness of other people...
Cause I have what anybody doesn't have...
This is what God gives to me...
And I'll proud of it...

I always love being my self...
Nobody can push me to be them or anybody else...

Your big plan...

All of that pain...
All of that heartache...
All of that disappointment...

It was hurt me much...
It was disappoint me a lot...
It was making me down till I didn't know what to do...

But...
I'm not gonna upset with that...
I'm not gonna angry with that...
I'm not gonna being down because of that...

All I'm gonna do is just being grateful for all of this...
All of the things You've given to me...
All of the ways You've shown to me...

Because I know, it's just a part of Your big plan for me...for my better life in the future...

You're not gonna show me the wrong ways or give me the bad things, are You???
So that's why I'm here still being strong, sure and believe that all of that disappointments are not because of You hate me...
But it's because You're showing me that I deserve to get better life than that...
And You're planing and preparing the most wonderful life ever for me...

Thank you God for reminding me and always guide me to the right way...
I pray to You, for keeping me in the right way...
And protect me from the wrong way and bad things that ruin my life...

I love You...

About to love you...

I have someone who I love...
But I also have you, the one who I don't ever think to love...

And the fact is, you are the one who usually stay around me...

Sometimes, I think this is ridiculous...
Cause this is not normal...
But sometimes, it seems like normal...

Sometimes, I'm afraid of facing you...
I'm afraid of looking into your eyes...
I'm afraid of touching you...
I'm afraid of holding your hand...
I'm afraid of having "earth quake' inside my heart...
And I'm afraid of being in love with you...

What should I do???
Do I have to let that happened???
Or do I have to pretend like there's nothing happened???
But if I let that happened, what will happened to the one who I love???

This is kind of dilemma for me...
But I don't want you to know that I'm about to love you...
Before I know that you feel the same too...

Closer...

Love is an accident...
Waiting to happen...

Desire is a stranger you think you know...

Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves...

Truth is a game you play to win...

If you believe in love at first sight...
You never stop looking...
Closer...

We never know who will we meet, who will we deal with, who will we love, who will we having affair with, who will we hate...
We never know who will meet us, who will deal with us, who will love us, who will be having affair with us, who will hate us...
All we have to know is just what we have to do then to those people...

Affair is just ruin our love life...
But however, sometimes we're tempted to do that...
So do I...

Memories...

In this world you tried not leaving me alone behind...
There's no other way, I prayed to the God let him stay...
The memories ease the pain inside, now I know why...

All of my memories keep you near in silent moment imagine you'd be here...
All of my memories keep you near in silent whispers, silent tears...

Made me promise I'd try to find my way back in this life...
I hope there is a way to give me a sign you're okay...
Reminds me again it's worth it all, so I can go home...

All of my memories keep you near in silent moment imagine you'd be here...
All of my memories keep you near in silent whispers, silent tears...

Together in all these memories, I see your smile...
All these memories I hold dear, darling you know I love you till the end of time...

All of my memories keep you near in silent moment imagine you'd be here...
All of my memories keep you near in silent whispers, silent tears...

All of my memories...